Can't. Sleep.

I can't sleep. But I need to.
I have class in the morning, then an interview at the Buckle MoA.
I'm nervous as SHIT.
I haven't had a [legit] job since like, January? February? Something like that. My job at Pranah (my dad's company) was real, obviously, but I can't put it on a resume since he paid me under the table. I wish I could put it down, because it would look very nice with my pitiful jobs... but alas.
I'm gonna try not to get my hopes up, but I really really want the job :/
Ugh. Anyways.

Me&Lou had another fight today. I guess it wasn't really a fight, more of an argument, but I feel like shit. I don't like this stupid cycle we're in. But things will get better, I know it. We're both just in really high-stress times right now.

I wanna go smoke, but that involves getting out of bed and going downstairs. And I'd rather just freak out in my room, I guess.

Going to look up relaxation videos on youtube to try to put me to sleep. Haha. It works sometimes...